Ramblings & Failed Exercises

Just a little train-of-thought exercise, trying to get over this damn writer's block that I've had for far too long.

I used to write a lot. I wrote articles for a newsletter. I wrote poetry. I never have written a story though. I started one once but it never went anywhere. I'd love to publish something someday... if I can get over this damn writer's block. I can't even keep my blog going on a regular basis. This honestly hurts me. I want to write. I really do.

I want to play DnD. I want to have a long term campaign but something always stops us. (My gaming group is my family.)  We have an opportunity to play with another family online. It should be a lot of fun. I just hope my family can get the right characters. Some of us *cough* have trouble sticking with an idea. I already know what I want to play. I want to play a High Elf who is either a Necromancer (Philosopher kit) or a Wizard (Witch kit). I hope our DM allows the Philosopher. It's *supposed* to be for NPCs but I don't really see why. And a plus for me, it specifically mentions H.P. Lovecraft in the description. I might have a slight obsession there.

Is it bad when you get writer's block during your train-of-thought exercise? I honestly can't think of anything right now. Except creating DnD characters. Maybe this is turning into a futile attempt? 

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